Talked to my mum.
She cried.
She had lots of troubles , it was just me and my brother that trigger her anger.
I shall understand her from today onwards and be a good boy.

Rules of being a good boy:
1) Go home as soon as possible.
2) Study harder and revise everyday.
3) Dont let her down in my studies.
4) Dont burden her anymore by creating troubles for her.

I love my mum. I really do.
I don't know what I'll be if I lose her.
Alan , wake up your bloody ideas and work hard for your mum to see.
Don't let her worry about you, understand ?

Lord, I really thank you for this time that you answered my prayers.
I love you too, Lord, I love you the most :D
Lord, you never let go. ^^